o dear
o dear o dear o dear
i knew there had to be a reason why i couldn't sleep tonight, no matter how much i want to.
essay. sigh. at least i wrote something.
sleep wouldn't overcome me.
i lent my shoulder tonight. i lent my company. i lent my attention. as always, i'm here. don't worry about it. i am here.
again. sleep wouldn't overcome.
she's planning her wedding. i'm going to be the bridesmaid. whenever that is. but yes. she is going to get married. i am astounded at how well i am taking it.
again. sleep wouldn't overcome.
i don't know what's with me and sad stories, sad songs. i am constantly feeling sad.
sleep. you are a ***** tonight for avoiding me. i can't live on thoughts alone. that's how i went inwards. don't let me go there again.
i will try to sleep.
sigh.
i knew there had to be a reason why i couldn't sleep tonight, no matter how much i want to.
essay. sigh. at least i wrote something.
sleep wouldn't overcome me.
i lent my shoulder tonight. i lent my company. i lent my attention. as always, i'm here. don't worry about it. i am here.
again. sleep wouldn't overcome.
she's planning her wedding. i'm going to be the bridesmaid. whenever that is. but yes. she is going to get married. i am astounded at how well i am taking it.
again. sleep wouldn't overcome.
i don't know what's with me and sad stories, sad songs. i am constantly feeling sad.
sleep. you are a ***** tonight for avoiding me. i can't live on thoughts alone. that's how i went inwards. don't let me go there again.
i will try to sleep.
sigh.
September 17, 2007 at 5:42 AM
I'm NOT planning for my wedding.
Masyallah, I just mentioned that I might have found someone I could really really like...and everyone (including Herself) is already advising me on this issue.
I'm only a frigging kid. Puhleazeee lar. On the hypothetical basis that I might have been daydreaming about it, I'm really put off the topic now.
Bridesmaid...pfft...get a job and blanja me dinner at Manjaro first.
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