the first weekend
okay..it's our first weekend of our first week of university life. lets see how interesting it is
friday:
but seriously though, even though my posts are usually lighthearted, i dont really feel like that sometimes. sometimes i just feel so sad. overwhelmed. i don't want to show it cause i don't want people to say i'm weak. i'm not. there are just moments where all i wanna do is be back at home. maybe then i'd have a chance at it. a fair chance but then, if it's meant to be, it will happen right? takdir. or fate. *praying fervently that it is meant to be*
oh well, i'm just waiting for the skies to clear up. the sun will come out again. oh geez, its so corny. i must stop now.
friday:
- had class at 9 am
- watched a live band perform while waiting for my 1 pm class
- walked 10 min to my class
- show over by the time finish class. catch up to the singer and ask for the free album. put on sweet smile. get two cds!
- make dinner with nana in the pm
- totally stuffed by 8pm.
- dragged out by nana to watch breakdancing in the quad(which btw turned out to be cancelled due to rain.pffft)
- play ddr and race cars with nana in the arcade. P.S: we suck at both!
- watch another live band which nana loved at once. suck up again to the band to get autograph.
- home by 12. crash into bed. tiiireed.
- bike auction at 9 am. bought mine for $40. sweet!! good condition.
- ride bike home. wobbly and shaky cause haven't been on one in ages. miracle arrive home in one piece.
- doze off in front of TV when should be doing my readings for next class.
- go grocery shopping with nana. finally found kicap and Chili sauce. thank god!! btw, guess how much a tin of condensed milk cost here? $3!! wtf??
- go online till sleep. got headache.must rest.
- go with nana to her breakdancing club thingy majiggy. i watch. she try. dancing guys cute. turns out the cutest one looks gay. pfffftt. such a waste.
- meet jean(korean friend) for lunch. initial awkwardness. haven't seen each other lately cos no class together. go italian cafe for lunch. yummy pizza.
- nana joins us for lunch, being all glowy and gushy from the breakdancing class.
- buy bicycle lock. kana curi karang!!
- at home, online. as usual. should do readings.
- feel a bit weak. heat exhaustion? nahh
- listen to slow, sad songs while online. feel sad. missing someone badly.
- read kambomambo's blog. cheer up at the sight of the backside blog. eyes hurt tho. oww.
- dont know what happens next. sleep? or kacau nana?
- go bike riding for 2 hours.
- cook dinner.watch lord of the rings. do homework.
but seriously though, even though my posts are usually lighthearted, i dont really feel like that sometimes. sometimes i just feel so sad. overwhelmed. i don't want to show it cause i don't want people to say i'm weak. i'm not. there are just moments where all i wanna do is be back at home. maybe then i'd have a chance at it. a fair chance but then, if it's meant to be, it will happen right? takdir. or fate. *praying fervently that it is meant to be*
oh well, i'm just waiting for the skies to clear up. the sun will come out again. oh geez, its so corny. i must stop now.
August 26, 2007 at 9:56 PM
bsai2 lai ngingkul basikal ah~huhu..b strong lai,joh kmu tu sna..huhu missing both of u...dun forget..MCR vid for me aahha top
August 27, 2007 at 11:17 PM
Freeezey~ Heehee. I figured you're never gonna put a tagboard here. So here's me commenting you.
Sorry about tadi.. I didn't say goodbye.. I had to motor cos my ride came for me sdah.
Oh, i have good news(i think). Hee. Nanti I tell you. Hahaha.
Chin up babe. I know you're homesick (You of all people =P) but you've got another 9-10 months to go before you come home. Distance AND time WILL make u forget abt him..
Just go flaunt your stuff and make them bloody Americans fall for you babe!!! Haha.. Tapi jangan ambil yang tlampau hot! Karang ia gay! hahaha..
HugsXXX
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August 28, 2007 at 5:01 PM
sab, what good news? he's single already? i'm referring to your guy.hehe top