early warning. beetoo is in a sentimental mood so be aware reading this.

year 2008 is here. a new book to write in,with all those empty pages just waiting to be filled with memories that have yet to happen. i wonder what will happen this year. will it be the same as year 2007? all things considered, last year wasn't exactly sunshine and roses. neither was year 2006. to be honest, the past two years have been the worst years of my life. i wonder whether 2008 will follow the same route as the previous ones. somehow, i have a feeling that it will. is this just me being pessimistic?

sometimes i wonder, is this it? is this really what i worked so hard for? i'm content with what i have and where i am now, but sometimes i just feel that something is missing. but i don't know what. i don't know why i feel so restless sometimes. lets be honest, most of the time. maybe i have a mental illness? i really hope not.

-beetoo@freeze